sick of myself....

Dunno wat I'm doing.....
disappointed with my self....
hope I will be mature.....
sick during time near exam really not good......
want to be a girl that can take care of herself.....
dun want to make others to worry.....

suddenly feeling sad......
wondering what i have done for this whole life???
hope what I've done to this point is correct.....
I want to do something to make my parents proud of....

sick of this feeling....
want this feeling to go away.....
the feeling every time i have when i met you.... 
I knew it is wrong.....
so I'm trying my best to wash it away....
Don't want to be tied under this feeling....
Just wish to stay...
just as friend....
not more than that...
since I know myself is just me...
that can't do anything....


Wish all my friend the best in Final~~
hope i can pass through this challenge...
Final exam is just one of the challenge that i need to face in this life....
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--Courage--

   

All u need is courage~~
Courage to face your fear and problems bravely...
I believe that inside every human's deepest heart have this little courage....
It just that one didn't realize it because it always covered by all excuses that own self come up with.....
I guess it happens to me all the time... sometimes is very hard for me to have courage....
Courage to study...Courage to face problems awaiting.....
So..from now on....must build this little courage little by little...Yeah!!!
Time to study....Final is just around....2 more weeks.....
Happy study to all my fren.....hehehe

to ky... yeah...jom let's study together....leave pps awhile....hahaha...LOL

to ck....time to study...dun burden ur self so much...dun always last minute ya...at least second last...hahahaha

to lw... i know u can do it...yeah....let's jia yo together....

to cfc... i wan be like u leh...haha...expert in counting and maths....hahaha...

to grace... u are the most "pia"...cum together pia....hahaha

to kc....have more courage in urself....don't stop halfway....this is a challange for u....

Huahahaha..... peace