lugubrious wall

what should I do??
kinda messed up..
u have caused a great mess...
feeling of fear...
fear that someday...
not being able to continue...
not being able to reach...
not being able to accomplish...
what I've promised...

right now...
u are the greatest obstacle..
that i need to fight for...
the outcome will determine...
which path I'm heading for...

shaking..
should have remind myself
should have change my mind
should have realized
long time ago

dreams...
that have been let go..
would never be reached...
if i don't try and search for it...

sorry for all this trouble...
will change myself...
so that I'm able to catch up
ur foot steps
ur shadow
ur soul
ur mind
and the distance between

will find back strength
buck up courage
though its hard
but believing that 
nothing is impossible
and hoping that
u will wait for me....





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