addiction...confusion...determination~~~

whew..finally have mood to start blogging again...
addiction to k-indie songs...and now I'm fans of "urban zakapa" their songs is really wonderful..
kinda wonder why they are not famous enough compare to other k-pop idols~~~
most of "Fluxus agency" singer have a great voices like alex, erm..loveholic, clazziquai~~~

here is one of my favorite song from urban zakapa


is ReallY NiCE~~~~

and anOther OnE



lately there is a lot coming into my mind....
feel like my head gonna cracked up soon~~~
righT noW inside my brain consist of 60% of FYP...(gahh...so much to do~~) 20% of assignment 10% midterm~~~ 10% consist of eat..sleep...leisure..and some other useless stuffs~~~T.T

gosh..tired tired and tired...feel like sleeping for whole day~~~~
i need battery n some powers to pump~~~~
and one morE "determination" in doing all my assignments, study and FYP...
wish me luck so that i can passed on this semester with gud result^^
peace~~!!!

footsteps in the sand

searching for the right path

searching for the pieces of me

pieces that able to change me

life is like a puzzle

search piece by piece

parts of you

collect and put it together

to form a whole picture

picture that describes

story of a wonderful life

lugubrious wall

what should I do??

kinda messed up..

u have caused a great mess...

feeling of fear...

fear that someday...

not being able to continue...

not being able to reach...

not being able to accomplish...

what I've promised...

right now...

u are the greatest obstacle..

that i need to fight for...

the outcome will determine...

which path I'm heading for...

shaking..

should have remind myself

should have change my mind

should have realized

long time ago

dreams...

that have been let go..

would never be reached...

if i don't try and search for it...

sorry for all this trouble...

will change myself...

so that I'm able to catch up

ur foot steps

ur shadow

ur soul

ur mind

and the distance between

will find back strength

buck up courage

though its hard

but believing that 

nothing is impossible
and hoping that

u will wait for me....

Sharon's belated b'day

Tuesday night girls were out to celebrate Sharon's belated b'day....We went for outing right after we finished our class and head to Dataran Pahlawan for a walk.....
Having our dinner at Frog Cafe....1st time when here....it was quite good surrounding...and cute little frog design on the stage.....
Went to Gogo KTV to sing k....haha...sing for 5 hourssss....

 

Happy B'day Sharon....hope u always stay pretty~~

Reunion

Back to Klang and meet my soul mates.....We planning for having surprise party for Poh en which at last end up not a surprise cuz she need to work....
At last we asked her to get a permission from her Mum and well it turns out that it successful....Having lunch at Sakae Sushi, Pyramid with Kate, Her bf, Jenny, Chun Wai, Poh en and her gf.... It surprise me when i juz found out that they also planning to celebrate my b'day together with Poh en... well it shocked me....thank frenss....

The set that I ordered....is delicious~~

Poh en with Chun wai

Kate & Jenny

This pic look nice.....

Faster and cut the cake....

Poh en & me

There is nose hole marks on the cake....hahaha

All of us....

After back from Pyramid we all head to Jenny's house....visit her dog...hahaha....
Play table tennis after that....all our skills sucks....quite a long time never play...
Went to watch R.E.D (Retired Extremely Dangerous) at 7.45pm...is quite funny movie....the woman rocks man....hahahaha....
Spent the last night at Coffee House....having butter & milk toast and meeting again with Poh en after she had dinner with her family~~~

See u all next time...muackss 

My B'day~~ great day~~

Thanks to all my frens for all the wishes..... Appreciate it a lot...thats the only thing that i can say~~ Dunno what to say anymore....hahahaaha

Thanks for the surprise gifts and celebration....

To: Kah Yan (my lovely housemate), CFC (my soulmates), KC (my playmates), Luo Wei (my assistant), Grace (my motivater), Ck (my emo n last minute fren), and Su Ling (my adviser) .....thanks ya....had my great day~~ although gettin older but happy to get older as i can celebrate it wit u all.....^^

Thanks ya for the gift~~~ hehee

 

haha...i have set of pillow and bolster....gotta get a wonderful sleep......

Love the Moe moe cards.....very cute......^^










Enjoy Your Holidaysssss and meet again after 2 weeekss.....
Friends forever~~ PEACE ^^
Thanks to my secondary frens too Miss u all~~
Thank you....Arigatou....Xie Xie.....Kam Sia.....Kamsahamnida.......Trima Kasih~~~

outing

Saturday~~
Went out with Kah Yan and her roommate Hayley--
Went to watch "Inception" at Mahkota Parade...the cinema facilities not really good cuz the room they have is too small....
Inception movie is good....awsome indeed..... storyline of the movie impress me....where people can go to many dream in a dream and deeper~~~ heehee

After having movie, went to Sushi King eat our brunch~~
Order sakana black paper....the taste not really nice compared to Tonkatsu ramen~~

Had a walk in Jonker for awhile....took a few photos....and back again to Dataran Pahlawan shop at Carrefour and went to Tonkatsu for dinner before back.....
Whole day outing report end here~~~

Waiting for "The Last Airbender" out in the cinema....wanna watch that movie....have great expectation on it....hope it will be nice.....

exam exam

again and again~~~
last minute study~~~
getting more worse~~~
more last minute ever~~
hope god bless me~~~
i try my best~~~
feel like no energy to study liao~~~
can't keep stay up all night like last time~~~
old already~~~haha~~~
faster faster finish exam~~~
im hungry~~ i wan to sleep~~~
T.T

whew....

"Enjoying" doing my BOB assignment now....have been using my brain for hours and hours...hufff
hope can faster finish it....aikzzz...
Sunday need go to PWTC and attend international conference....why this sems so busy.....hope i can do well and better......

Today lesson : Falling in love with someone without realizing it for a long time it is more scary than u knew it in the beginning....>.<

new semester report~~

help....stuck on my IB report now....
although is no need to think that hard about the report......
but still wasting time here.....hehe
still feel "fresh" cuz of a cup of capuccino....fall in love with the nice aroma and bitterness taste....♥♥♥♥
this semester many assignments.....head wanna explode.... 
starting my bad habits again.....keep staying up awake whole night....
today BOB case study presentation feels like didn't work well....
but hope I'm doing my best for it....
sorry my group....i finish the answer on last minutes....my fault >.<
I'm not a good leader...i will try learn more and be the one...
wanna do my best for this sems....hope i can do it....^^


today lesson  
don't regret for mistakes....learn from mistakes....and its give you valuable experiences that create opportunities.....

sick of myself....

Dunno wat I'm doing.....
disappointed with my self....
hope I will be mature.....
sick during time near exam really not good......
want to be a girl that can take care of herself.....
dun want to make others to worry.....

suddenly feeling sad......
wondering what i have done for this whole life???
hope what I've done to this point is correct.....
I want to do something to make my parents proud of....

sick of this feeling....
want this feeling to go away.....
the feeling every time i have when i met you.... 
I knew it is wrong.....
so I'm trying my best to wash it away....
Don't want to be tied under this feeling....
Just wish to stay...
just as friend....
not more than that...
since I know myself is just me...
that can't do anything....


Wish all my friend the best in Final~~
hope i can pass through this challenge...
Final exam is just one of the challenge that i need to face in this life....
~~~~~~~~~~~~ll~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

--Courage--

   

All u need is courage~~
Courage to face your fear and problems bravely...
I believe that inside every human's deepest heart have this little courage....
It just that one didn't realize it because it always covered by all excuses that own self come up with.....
I guess it happens to me all the time... sometimes is very hard for me to have courage....
Courage to study...Courage to face problems awaiting.....
So..from now on....must build this little courage little by little...Yeah!!!
Time to study....Final is just around....2 more weeks.....
Happy study to all my fren.....hehehe

to ky... yeah...jom let's study together....leave pps awhile....hahaha...LOL

to ck....time to study...dun burden ur self so much...dun always last minute ya...at least second last...hahahaha

to lw... i know u can do it...yeah....let's jia yo together....

to cfc... i wan be like u leh...haha...expert in counting and maths....hahaha...

to grace... u are the most "pia"...cum together pia....hahaha

to kc....have more courage in urself....don't stop halfway....this is a challange for u....

Huahahaha..... peace

things i still wanna improved.....

hmm, wanna learn to be a whole new people.....
although it seems impossible but wanna try my best for it.....
learn to faced the problem with open heart.....and solve it.....>,<
reduce my habit of keep complaining ^^...it just make ownself more sad and searching for more trouble......
think positive since our life is still long.....hehe
don't wanna give up.... although feel life is so tough..... but in other part of this world there are people living more tough then me.....
appreciate everything we have now.... not everybody can live in a nice surrounding......
no need to feel jealous of somebody which have better things...... we were born to this life is to fill it in with beautiful memories....is all in our hand.....
care for people around us and not hoping for any return.....should feel blessed because we have chance to help people.....
mentioning something sad is so no use....it feels like purposely wanna make people surrounding to feel more sad......
smile always.....and think positive....yeah.....
everything sure have the return.....u do good u will get back the good things......^^

untitled...

frustated....
why everybody always think they are right...
they blame people but then they do the same mistake
they juz felt what they felt from their opinion but they dont see the actual thing happen
and never reconsider others....
hufff

Seoul Garden

Yesterday after having badminton at morning then on the afternoon we went to Seoul Garden eat buffet.....

This is my Breakfast+Lunch+Dinner.....lol

yummy...yummy....went with Kah Yan, Luo Wei, Grace, CFC, KC, CK, Lai, and Wen Jie.....
the buffet cost each of us RM 23....haha.....eat...eat so much......

Food choices....

Food choices 2.....

Steamboat and fried at same time.....^^

Luo wei, Kah Yan , CFC , me and Grace

Me and Grace

Lai, Wen Jie, Kah Yan and Kiat Chiang

all of us.....

yeah....^^

 

yeah again...^^

A Perfect Guy

Things That A Perfect Guy Would Do

1. Known how to make you smile when you are down.
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.
3. Stick up for you, but still respect your independence.
4. Give you the remote control during the game.
5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
6. Play with your hair.
7. His hand would always find your hand.
8. Be cute when he really wants something.
9. Offer you plenty of massages.
10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
11. Never run out of love.
12. Be funny, but know when to be serious.
13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
16. Smiles a lot.
17. Plans a romantic date full of things he wouldn't normally do because he knows it means a lot to you.
18. Appreciate you.
19. Help others out.
20 Drive five hours just to see you for one.
21. Always gives you a kiss when you leave, even when his friends are watching.
22. Sing, even if he can't.
23. Have a creative sense of humor.
24. Stare at you.
25. Call for no reason

simply found it out....lol

but....i dun think a guy will be this perfect....

too perfect will make u bored and sick...haha

Manhwa♥♥♥

Luv luv manhwa....hahaha
Like the arts amd story line.....feel da drawin better than some mangas....
Especially done by Hwang Mi Ri'....
But  found out that mostly da manhwa main characters (girl) tend to be kind of tomboy and strong one....

List that i finished:- You are so cool, Hot blooded woman, Legend of Nereid, Neo Girl, Good Luck, Unplugged Boy, I Accept you....


Currently reading:- Boarding the House of Chunks, He's Dedicated to Roses ( listed at manga fox as no.1 win Naruto...lol) and Boy of the Female wolf....:-P

oh my....

holiday holiday.....
omg.....
end up staying awake until now....
which is already almost 7 a.m....

playin sdo until forget time....
gonna becum panda....
arhhhh...

nite ppl....
hahaha

untitled....

feel like banging head to the wall....
so damn bored.... quiet....lonely......
talk to my self way to much .....
listening to the tic toc of da clock....
counting every second and minutes....
hoping da day will faster pass......
but afraid will regret letting time go away....
really dunno wat to do.....
sleep enough.....
watch enough....
bored enough.....
lonely enough......

this gonna drive me crazy......
sumtimes really duno wat am i doing.....thinking to much??? emo to much???
juz wan simple life......dun wan always have complicated thinking.....
although is all created by my own
wanted to get rid of this......
Wanted to cheer my self.....
feel like changing to much.....

Will You Marry Me?

You're like the light which lightened up my dark life

The sound of soup boiling greeting me

The rain that falls on my thirsty heart

The poem that contains the meaning of love

The string of destiny that the heavens have allowed

The meeting between you and I was meant to be

You'll be irreplaceable even if I was given the whole world

You'll be the only person in my life forever

I'll love you more. I'll take care of you

If you cry, if youre having a hard time, if youre hurt, I'll hurt with you

I'll love you forever, I'll protect you forever

I'm thankful that I've met someone like you

I want to love only you everyday

this part was taken from lee seung gi's song.....Will You Marry me......
luv this song~~~