lugubrious wall

what should I do??

kinda messed up..

u have caused a great mess...

feeling of fear...

fear that someday...

not being able to continue...

not being able to reach...

not being able to accomplish...

what I've promised...

right now...

u are the greatest obstacle..

that i need to fight for...

the outcome will determine...

which path I'm heading for...

shaking..

should have remind myself

should have change my mind

should have realized

long time ago

dreams...

that have been let go..

would never be reached...

if i don't try and search for it...

sorry for all this trouble...

will change myself...

so that I'm able to catch up

ur foot steps

ur shadow

ur soul

ur mind

and the distance between

will find back strength

buck up courage

though its hard

but believing that 

nothing is impossible
and hoping that

u will wait for me....

Sharon's belated b'day

Tuesday night girls were out to celebrate Sharon's belated b'day....We went for outing right after we finished our class and head to Dataran Pahlawan for a walk.....
Having our dinner at Frog Cafe....1st time when here....it was quite good surrounding...and cute little frog design on the stage.....
Went to Gogo KTV to sing k....haha...sing for 5 hourssss....

 

Happy B'day Sharon....hope u always stay pretty~~

Reunion

Back to Klang and meet my soul mates.....We planning for having surprise party for Poh en which at last end up not a surprise cuz she need to work....
At last we asked her to get a permission from her Mum and well it turns out that it successful....Having lunch at Sakae Sushi, Pyramid with Kate, Her bf, Jenny, Chun Wai, Poh en and her gf.... It surprise me when i juz found out that they also planning to celebrate my b'day together with Poh en... well it shocked me....thank frenss....

The set that I ordered....is delicious~~

Poh en with Chun wai

Kate & Jenny

This pic look nice.....

Faster and cut the cake....

Poh en & me

There is nose hole marks on the cake....hahaha

All of us....

After back from Pyramid we all head to Jenny's house....visit her dog...hahaha....
Play table tennis after that....all our skills sucks....quite a long time never play...
Went to watch R.E.D (Retired Extremely Dangerous) at 7.45pm...is quite funny movie....the woman rocks man....hahahaha....
Spent the last night at Coffee House....having butter & milk toast and meeting again with Poh en after she had dinner with her family~~~

See u all next time...muackss 

My B'day~~ great day~~

Thanks to all my frens for all the wishes..... Appreciate it a lot...thats the only thing that i can say~~ Dunno what to say anymore....hahahaaha

Thanks for the surprise gifts and celebration....

To: Kah Yan (my lovely housemate), CFC (my soulmates), KC (my playmates), Luo Wei (my assistant), Grace (my motivater), Ck (my emo n last minute fren), and Su Ling (my adviser) .....thanks ya....had my great day~~ although gettin older but happy to get older as i can celebrate it wit u all.....^^

Thanks ya for the gift~~~ hehee

 

haha...i have set of pillow and bolster....gotta get a wonderful sleep......

Love the Moe moe cards.....very cute......^^










Enjoy Your Holidaysssss and meet again after 2 weeekss.....
Friends forever~~ PEACE ^^
Thanks to my secondary frens too Miss u all~~
Thank you....Arigatou....Xie Xie.....Kam Sia.....Kamsahamnida.......Trima Kasih~~~

outing

Saturday~~
Went out with Kah Yan and her roommate Hayley--
Went to watch "Inception" at Mahkota Parade...the cinema facilities not really good cuz the room they have is too small....
Inception movie is good....awsome indeed..... storyline of the movie impress me....where people can go to many dream in a dream and deeper~~~ heehee

After having movie, went to Sushi King eat our brunch~~
Order sakana black paper....the taste not really nice compared to Tonkatsu ramen~~

Had a walk in Jonker for awhile....took a few photos....and back again to Dataran Pahlawan shop at Carrefour and went to Tonkatsu for dinner before back.....
Whole day outing report end here~~~

Waiting for "The Last Airbender" out in the cinema....wanna watch that movie....have great expectation on it....hope it will be nice.....

exam exam

again and again~~~
last minute study~~~
getting more worse~~~
more last minute ever~~
hope god bless me~~~
i try my best~~~
feel like no energy to study liao~~~
can't keep stay up all night like last time~~~
old already~~~haha~~~
faster faster finish exam~~~
im hungry~~ i wan to sleep~~~
T.T

whew....

"Enjoying" doing my BOB assignment now....have been using my brain for hours and hours...hufff
hope can faster finish it....aikzzz...
Sunday need go to PWTC and attend international conference....why this sems so busy.....hope i can do well and better......

Today lesson : Falling in love with someone without realizing it for a long time it is more scary than u knew it in the beginning....>.<

new semester report~~

help....stuck on my IB report now....
although is no need to think that hard about the report......
but still wasting time here.....hehe
still feel "fresh" cuz of a cup of capuccino....fall in love with the nice aroma and bitterness taste....♥♥♥♥
this semester many assignments.....head wanna explode.... 
starting my bad habits again.....keep staying up awake whole night....
today BOB case study presentation feels like didn't work well....
but hope I'm doing my best for it....
sorry my group....i finish the answer on last minutes....my fault >.<
I'm not a good leader...i will try learn more and be the one...
wanna do my best for this sems....hope i can do it....^^


today lesson  
don't regret for mistakes....learn from mistakes....and its give you valuable experiences that create opportunities.....

sick of myself....

Dunno wat I'm doing.....
disappointed with my self....
hope I will be mature.....
sick during time near exam really not good......
want to be a girl that can take care of herself.....
dun want to make others to worry.....

suddenly feeling sad......
wondering what i have done for this whole life???
hope what I've done to this point is correct.....
I want to do something to make my parents proud of....

sick of this feeling....
want this feeling to go away.....
the feeling every time i have when i met you.... 
I knew it is wrong.....
so I'm trying my best to wash it away....
Don't want to be tied under this feeling....
Just wish to stay...
just as friend....
not more than that...
since I know myself is just me...
that can't do anything....


Wish all my friend the best in Final~~
hope i can pass through this challenge...
Final exam is just one of the challenge that i need to face in this life....
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